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Wednesday, July 30, 2008

ok. i m veri tired. after blogging this i wan go orh orh le.

ytd ar. lessons nth special la. all juz end early. 1st lesson end half and hr early. 2nd lessson end 1 hr early. 3rd lesson ended 1 and half hr early. NICE RIGHT LOL. got pattern one.

ok went to play board game. ok i nvr play. i was like thier financial advisor LOL. guess what they played. MONOPOLY ZZZ. they = pam, shannon and shuan.

play finish go eat dinner den go dance. at dance learned a new step call drop. so fun. xD. keep on drop the gals. "drop" not literally. if its literally, there will be no more gals in dance. LOL...

ok finish. now todae. todae finish sch. was like dam restless. like walking zombie. went lib wif nick. den suddenly we both veri high. we wanted to walk on water LOL.

ok den i went to pam's hse to study. her hospitality was veri good :D. thx pam ^^.. MAYBE ur not such a bully after all. but i tink i bully her more. HUSH =x...

finish studying i cabb-ed home. kena scammed by a cheapo uncle. he took longer route and den when doin payment he nvr go stop the metre fare. he let it jump 20 cent more.!!! 20 cent alot of money!

2 20cent = 1 lollipop!!! LOL.

k la enuff. LOL.

bye bye~

Penguin

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Monday, July 28, 2008

todae was quite cool. did dance sport den went to study at ourspace for about 2 hrs with nick and farah. den met up wif adeline to eat lunch.

den went pool wif nick and adeline for awhile. adeline left den vanessa came. den i left :D...

i went to meet pam, jonathan and shannon to watch batman ~.~... at the grand cathy :)... we bought the tickets that time. pam keep telling me red seat red seat is couple seat. den i blur blur say ok la ok la can. LOL. but ok la. i sat wif pam while shannon and jonathan sat. ( btw, shannon is a gal LOL =x... )

pam is like a pop corn machine clearer LOL. eat like free. but the best part is. she eat so much. den i see the bag. still got so much left. doraemon pop corn bag lai de :l...

the show that time ar. pam keep askin me what happen wat happen. i keep on wan to tell her but i scared spoil it LOL. not much things i can remember. other den she drop the pop corn SOMEWHERE, jerked the chair , and and. 1 more i dun wan say -.-... LOL. sumthin to do wif smell. so pai seh -.-.. face red till dunno like what LOL.

den finish, go home, stone.

thats all? :D... BYE BYE ^^

Penguin.

P.S PAM IS A BIG BULLY!

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Friday, July 25, 2008

lets blog about ytd....

it was such a bad day zzz. morning wake up late. z. den brush teeth fast fast end up gum bleed.
reach bus stop nvm, still juz nice miss the dam bus. end up late for 40mins. den must build bridge using satay stick. den my partner nvr come.

nice day eh? den i 4got what happen la. oh ya. went out space caz nothing to do z. den met 1 person there who i dun wanna see. that person still sit wif us sia. z. z. nvm. den at dance sport, still fall down on my back. pain like hell. sigh bad day. caused me only to speak 3 setences in class for 2 and the half hr. seriously did not felt like talkin. oh yea... my fridge also caught fire. AND NOW MY AIR CON IS LEAKING. wth sia. wats wrong wif my life zz.

but highlights of yesterday. jolin screamed. VERI loud sia. loud until everyone stopped dancing and stared at her. and pam was veri fun to disturb :D. thx brandon + pam(gal self proclaimed from shanghai) for helpin me wif my dance steps. and oh ya. special thx to adeline for helping me to take my mp3 when i 4got. and nick.. ur mouse still wif me.

todae... as u all noe. i missed bus again. but nvm. reach sch at 9 20. sat down. totally dun wan talk. den until change class in ele tech. b4 fong wah foo come i put in my mp3 and started to emo. thx hui shan and khai for the concern. i m quite ok at the moment. juz feeling real tired mentally.

den finish class early. went lib wif nick + khai to lib to eat hot dog bread. met eunice a.k.a ying ying and tracia there. den parted our ways. me and nick went to meet sarah and crystal. short summary. i m real tired. FREAKIN SICK AND TIRED. we went to eat sum chinese resturant, went bowling, went to mac chit chat. home.

screw this.

bb.

penguin.

P.S, sry not really feeling the best in mood now.

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Thursday, July 24, 2008

hoi!
zhi yong.

heard you were 'gossipping' about me to germaine..
by sharing some info with her ar?
you good..
watch out.
don't think you odac can outsprint me.
=/

yea.
and germaine asked me to ask you why you like having depression.
ya.
you?
depression?
why?
who you like ar?
sneaky sneaky one..
cheeky boy ar..
XD

who.
say.
or else..
we exile you from this blog..
XD

yea.
this week still rocks.
which means for the past 2 weeks school and church and friends rocked totally.

1t24 rocks!
church rocks!
XD

*and i don't look like a kitten..*

BYE!~

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Wednesday, July 23, 2008

Making this post fast if not I'll lose my train of thought...

First off, for all those of you who aren't awake around 6+am (slackers!), here's the details abt today's morning run...

approx. 0650hrs: Weather conditions looks as if a really massive rain is approaching CJC. From the inside viewpoint of the sheltered Grandstands (see CJC COLAC homepage for the img of grandstand), from your left it looks threatening but frm ur right it looks like the sun is about to rise...

approx 0700hrs: After quick self warm-up stretches, prepare to run batch run aka. lvl -1 18rounds for guys. Many in Injured Party so only abt 10 guys will run...

????hrs (lap 5?) : Infectious weather... The "sunny" area is starting to get covered up...

Lap "5.5" : Sun hides behind a building... Looks more like a sunset...

0712hrs (Time based on Leader of the Day, currently at lap 6?) : Sunny area becomes gloomy (totally obscured from view) ... The "left" side (stated earlier) looked xtremely ominous... Like some bad omen u see in a scary movie...

????hrs (1 lap after 0712hrs) : Rain begins to fall... Starts out NOT as a drizzle but as a shower.

???? (frm above) +1 lap : Rain falls heavier... Run is approx. at lap 8 - 10... considered ok at my personal endurance (not cold yet)... continue running, dont stop frm psychological barriers... (Abt 3 ppl fall-out from past affected injuries? Hopefully not from exhaustion..)

Lap 11 : Rain even heavier.. to the point where the track is starting to form 1mm depth of water. By now shirt sticks to your torso and pants stick to ur thighs...

Lap 12 - 15 : Rain becomes almost extreme (by personal standards).. Track now totally absorbed water and feet becomes "submerged" when take each stride..

Lap 15 onwards: EXTREME! Visibility becomes poor frm spectacles. Final 3 laps really test mental and physical endurance.. Felt cold and exhausted... To the extent that breathing in is challenging (because it adds to the "chill") and exhaling is warmth. Each stride that lands is like a thunderclap of water from an explosion.

Final lap: A handful of additional runners / cheerers frm IP support in last lap. I lagged behind frm the main guys' group for abt 5 - 7metres but didnt stop. Thanks for the support! Last stretch practically sprint to feel warm and breathing becomes difficult and caught up with the guys...

End Result? : Clocked a timing of 29min 42seconds! 3rd attempt of this run with a consecutive improvement. Felt extremely satisfied and exhausted (short term). =D

Naturally, since it didnt stop raining then till like 9 - 10am, there was no assembly. Ended the run around 073_am and went to take a shower. Could have been my imagination but I felt the acid frm rain causing my head and feet to ache temporarily. (Ended after showering) Rest of the day didn't really have much significance though...

Except that when Math Tutorial just started (last period) Ms Peh asked ODAC-ers in my class if we were the group of students that ran in the rain. Replying yes to her question, she responded back with smth like,

"Huh? Are you all crazy? Run in that kind of rain can die one leh."

Then suddenly remember "Feel like big shot or big shit?" question at that moment... appropriate time then? (Mr Lim brought this up during Semester 1)

Still satisfied with today morn's running achievement though..

I also managed to catch the montage that Mr Lim took 3 sleepless nights to create. Almost missed it last Fri because I had detention. Somehow, got lucky and postponed it to today's training. Seen a couple of earlier Batch members (like frm VII) and the J2s who also joined for montage. Really enjoyed it very very very much... Felt really bad for last week but very thankful for this training. Seeing the photos frm Batch II to XI is really really amazing. Views from M'sia, Indonesia, Vietnam etc and frm the mountain tops, waterfalls etc... You really wished you were there then while watching montage. Lasted for 20mins... Never even felt a pinch of exhaustion then...

Really...

really...

good...

Summed up everything I wanted to share with for now. Going back to EoM.. Then have to catch some zzZZ for sch tmr. Still confused and lost on what to wear for the whole day tmr becoz' it's Racial Harmony Day (celebrations) =P

.:Jeong Su:.

*Optional to read: After training, on the way back home (during the journey from Yishun to Sembawang on MRT) I sms-ed Mr Lim abt last week's detention and the "close shave" I had with the montage he created, also thanking him in the process. His reply about 1/2 hr later was (in exact words, typing out from my HP) :

"Yes, you lucky shit. Make yourself stronger progressively in all aspects. Now still weak"

I'm gonna try even harder now to improve... May have to become a day leader for 1 of the trainings soon because I haven't done it yet. Most challenging process is to maintain the balance btw. aspects of academia and studies. (physical too...) =)

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Tuesday, July 22, 2008

ok this is my 2nd time typin this post. JUZ NOW ACCIDENTALLY DEL. basket.

OK. This post is being posted becuz pam is gonna read it lol. had bee nmsn-ing her since juz now. shes dam funny la LOL. keep on ka jiao her xD

lets decribe pam. shes 156 cm :x... can remember caz she told me 4 more cm to 160cm LOL. um quite avg weight for her height i guess. um stright fringe = china hair! :D LOL. veri cute and fun LOL. nice personality. good dancer ! LOL. see pam. i notice u so much =x... LOL oops xD yucks =x...

mmm todae had lessons till 4 plus. last lesson ele tech was like freezing lol. so i took out my NEW cadegan (SP?) lol. to wear lo :P... web cam-ed wif everlyn in class. shes also veri funny lol. keep waving and waving. xD

um, den finish le tgt wif nick, ade, jere and joanne ( i known these 2 on like last thur only but been see-ing joanne on thur, fri, sat, mondae and todae LOL ) to plaza sing to watch bat man!

batman was not that bad . joker is like a whole new villian. its like not much villian actually laughs so much LOL.

was emo-ing in the evening but was ok during the movie lol. den finish kena pang sehed by joanne and adeline . one pang seh us go home (joanne) another pang seh us for her frens(ade) GOOD FRENS RIGHT BOTH OF dem =x... lol.

k lo. thats about it.

tata! UnknownDestiny. PenGuin! :D:D

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Pshhh!!!

Argh! Sorry!!! I'm breaking curfew again... Shit... Dun want the same thing that happened last week to happen again..

But I cant resist or help it...

The thing is... why are so many people's blogs all so emo-ish? I mean... C'mon people! Reading your blogs seem to be more discouraging than encouraging... It's like you're venting your anger on your blog instead of sharing more enjoyable things you experienced with others... Are you actually living under a facade, pretending to be emo-kid or just trying to seek comfort from others? I seriously have no idea... (Personally I feel this way after reading some of your blogs. =P)

*NOTE: Don't ever think that even if I don't happen to link / tag you means I don't read any your blogs!*

Only a really small number of blogs are positive...

I should really take this into account the next time I wanna post something negative / depressing...

Just some food for thought...

SLEEP!!!~ ARGH!!~ =S

.:Jeong Su:.

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Monday, July 21, 2008

Hmm... Hi peoplez! I'm actually currently breaking my promise to use computer for studies now.. Couldnt resist blogging because I havent done so for like 1 week so I'll have to make it short (hopefully)...

Summary of last week (and earlier week)...

Received the post-June XP messages that each person was supposed to write about how they feel about another person after XP. (Like what they did wrong, what to improve on, encouragement etc.)

95% of all the post-XP messages I received said I was too quiet and that I kept packing my backpack during XP. (This I already shot myself in earlier posts...) So I'm putting their advice into practise and I realise I'm actually fitting in a whole lot more in ODAC now. As in like, people actually talked to me.. Ok.. so maybe I appear anti-social but I think this barrier is breaking apart. Yay!~~~

I believe the same thing is happening to my class too. I seem to fit in more now. Kinda happy... not so "segregated" anymore.. But I made the same fatal "I'm-too-quiet" attitude during Cherlynn's B-Day which was celebrated at Island Creamery 2 weeks ago. But was still very fun...
Cher had cake smashed into her face a no. of times within the 2 days on and after her B-Day.. Blessed to have more than 1 cake but cursed to have pimple outbreak the following days after.. Bright side though, the cake wasn't totally ruined.. Haha. Saw them cut a slice of cake and smashed a piece on her face when she was already cautious. Lol. Then Kian oso got smashed a bit by a surprise ambush frm Damian during Island Creamery. Lol. Damian's ambush was flawless. Too bad, Kian was too fast for that. In e end, Damian paid BIG time for trying to do that... Funny. Kian How also did smth sweet for Cher's B-Day present... shall not say what he did 4 her. ** (^^>)> **

Oh yeah... 2nd achievement was breaking the lvl -1 speed for 18 rounds (1:40 per lap). Yaya! Since another msg from ODAC was that I look at things too seriously and that I should have a MORE POSITIVE mindset, I follow suit and realised that running after all wasn't that hard.. Mental strength was the key to passing them. So on Wed training during 16.07.08 under Mich's day leader I passed my lvl -1 18 rounds.

Really had to thank the usual compt team and the batch again. Although many ppl fall out they still cheered on for me. Dispite some negatives brought about frm that training on that day, I believe they all did great. Log GST was almost perfect. Group D was uber pro! We were like the fastest out of Groups O, D, A, C. We already strategized how to move up and down fast and we were like machines on steroids. Really fast!!! Too bad Mr IZ Lim wasn't there during 16.08 training... He probably would have been very impressed. We actually hit the 10min 55sec. Although the target was 10mins, we still managed to hit the "10min"! =)

Oh anyway, the lvl -1 18 laps I clocked 29min 49sec (+1 sec give-or-take). Mr Lim wanted us to clock in in 30mins. Super happy sia.. Like not many ppl finished it yet (I think)... Positive mindset did work after all... =D

Anyway, sad-sad thing was I got detention that week. Was late on 15.08 (Tue) and missed Dyson Road run with ODAC and that was e 3rd time I late for the term already.. (So fast finished all my chances right? So disappointing... =( ) So had to take detention. Result of being late was due to staying up (for the WHOLE WEEK) until 3+am each time to finish the messages, do HW. etc.

Then, pushed all the wayyy for the Wed run therefore happy... Not long after that found out that on Fri training got montage cre8ted by Mr Lim for ODAC to watch.

Montage...

MONTAGE?!??! (Was abt recent special events happening for our batch.. Heard Mr Lim spent 3 sleepless nights to create it. Includes his B-day celebration!)

So I was gonna miss it for detention...

I felt bad...

Really really bad...

Something so impt and I had to miss it...

I then keep recalling Mr Lim's quote "You don't have to feel bad... Just FEEL BAD."

Thankfully, (by fate / luck or chance) Fri training they watched documentaries of Mount Everest and Astronomy. Somehow they didn't have time to watch the montage which I have no idea why but I'm somehow happy. Anyway detention really sucked to the core cause it was freaking boring... Self study and sleep made up the time there for 4 hrs!!! (frm 3pm to 7pm) Oso had to report to sch early (be4 7.20am) for 5 days. So tmr is gonna be my last day and I have to worry abt when am I going to be late again...

I'm catching the montage this coming Wed so Im definitely gonna enjoy the montage!!! =D

Oh.. Fri training on 18.07.08 (supposed day to watch montage, *Sorry if my dates are all confusing, I'm jumping all around.. =P) morning run did under 30min again but wasnt as fast... Clocked 29min55sec. But still passed below 30mins.

Things were more on e positive side until PTM meeting on Sat. Got shot for ODAC a lot of times and results were just plain bad.. *See earlier post if u cant remember* So 'kana' whacked lah.. Talk to tch for like almost 1hr. Damian had it worse. He basically quarelled with his father for a whole hour at PTM and the teachers were like watching frm the sidelines. Funny though, Yi Xi's PTM was super funny. Practically his PTM was a "take-a-photo-with-Edmund-Chen" session that lated for like 30mins. Yi Xi pratically acted out how some people acted during his PTM (like his guitar ensemble teacher). It went rather smoothly and dignified then (You can't expect a celebrity to flare his temper during a public event right?) Hope his parents still felt happy with his results, he fared better than most of the class. Also overheard that many ODAC-ers also kena shot for ODAC. On 1 of Mr Lim's notices he mentioned:

"Sat got PTM. ODAC says asante (thank-you). You better not say hakuna matana (no problem)."

Well, currently after lots of reflection and shock, found out that Promos are starting in 7 weeks (acc. to Home Tutor) and that if I keep living the way I currently am now, I will prolly fail JC1 and go Poly.. waste 1 friggin' year. Better seize this once-in-a-lifetime opportunity to study JC to go University.

So now I trying to kick them bad habits. I'm gonna start trying out studying with ODAC-ers at Study Area after sch. each day (if possible). Seems like I get more distracted at home with either the computer or X-BOX 360 when I'm home. Just like blogging now when I suppose to do EoM.. *You probably don't wanna know why I'm stuck with EoM*

More or less that's all I have to say. If at any time, you find it confusing to read each event, I apologize cause it's like 2300hrs alr and I need to kick my habit of sleeping in class really REALLY BADLY. So I'm gonna reform my life. Please let me pass JC1 Promos with great results. May all temptations be cast aside for this period of time... Please...

SAYONARA PEOPLEZ!!! ~~~ =)

Oh F***, almost forgot abt June XP... Sorry Kenneth!!! *Still need to break procrastination habit* =S

.:Jeong Su:.

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Sunday, July 20, 2008

great week just passed.
9 more weeks to promotional exams..
super fast..

i want it to pass faster..
then can really enjoy myself with church, friends, extra lessing tiring school
=)

i loved this saturday..
totally rocks from start till end.

went for parent-teacher-meeting early for the timeslot 8am..
reached at like 745..
started to introduce which teacher is which teacher to my mother..

then aaron rajoo came..
talked until around 830..
weird analogies given by my mother..
something about page1 and page 2 on different sides of the paper. but still got something inbetween..
right.
by still got good advise from mum and rajoo ^^

then went off..
my mother was like..
i want to see your chinese teacher..
orh.

then bring lor.
then my mother say 74/100 was super lousy for me.
.
yea.
only 80 and above then is the correct marks..
my teacher got a bit stun..
yea.
ok
i promise.

i promised 2 things in the ptm:
1. i shall score at least a B grade for mr aaron rajoo.. he made me promise. =/
2. i shall beat that vivan girl from 1t25 in promos. this unknown girl scored 82/100. if only i didn't write in the wrong column.. oh well.

yea.
then was running late..
so my mother couldn't fetch me to ngee ann..
took bus there..

didn't know which bus to take..
was staring at the bus guide thingy.. then 154 came..
oh.
154.
then i turn and look..
hmmm.. can 154 go np?
eh. it does.

*turns around*
*cue bus drive off*
lol

yea.
took 151 then..
called stenphel to tell him i'm going..

quite lame la..
spent quite some time stoning 'cos the girl wasn't there yet..

simon have some very interesting friends..
especially the oversized guy.. hilarious.

yea..
before the girl came went to the zebra crossing to take photos..
quite retarded..
lying down right smack in the middle of the lane.
heh.
then the taxi drive like 1m away from my head la.
gave me a shock.

then.
then.
what happen ar?

oh ya.
went back to the cheers there to watch simon jump the table..
.

yea..
then the girl finally came..
then went back to the zebra crossing there to retake.
'cos not enough shoes in the picture of my lying 'dead' to depict a crowd around the body..

yea.
then girl had to pretend cross road.
i have no idea what's her name ok.
start with r i think.
rain?
i don't know..
sounded like rain.
shall just name her girlA.

yea.
then girlA cross halfway. then pose there..
then got car detour her..
prefect timing..
looks really like she's going to be banged down la..
yea..
then the next scene was me having to 'push' her out of the way..

stupid simon.
never give clear instructions.
girlA and me were like.
what's going on.
then i was like.
push?
no push?

then simon was like saying..
i take 5 shots.
kenneth you give different poses each time.
what the freak mann..
how many poses you can give when you are 'desperately trying to push someone out of the way from an oncoming car!?'
yea.

first pic.
second.
third.
by the fourth girlA and me were like.. enough already la..
then just stand normally.
fifth was. both of us bursting out laughing.
fine.

yea.
then lie down again..

done.
then went to the classrooms..

yea..
quite funny there..

got the emo-ing scene.
got me getting pulled from my collar area like a gangster pulling the victim.
got me getting beaten up on the floor. (half push up position for 5 minutes.)
got me getting laughed at by girlA.

yea.
then as simon tried to take picture to look like legs kicking him i went to fiddle with the power supply..
no air con.
so i tried to see if i could do something..
then.
*click*
oops.
i cut the supply.
but still turned it on again..
so.
yea.

then went to the corridor to take the fightback scene..
yea.
back to like pretend to hit simon on the head with him boken stick while girlA sits helplessly in foreground..
then got the help girlA up scene..
was there a need to take so many pictures of two hands locked?
.
yea.
simon's instructions.
had to hold her hand.

gee.
then rushed back home..
missed the 74 just when i reached the bus stop..
so i decide to go back to cj first..
took 154 back..
then changed to 156..
then changed to 74..

haha..
may have been longer..
but its been a long time since i took so many buses on purposed XD

yea..
bought lunch..
ate at home..
around 2 already..
bathed..
then rushed off to church..
reach nicely at 331pm according to my watch..

only rene and joshua was there..
bought the stuff up..
then.
started to draw then wooden design.
not nice!
then i just fell asleep on the floor by just lying flat on the floor again like on the road.
heh.
i think like slept for about 10mins++?
no idea how long.
just could hear tania, becca, joshua and rene's voice..

joshua talked about dealing with girls until very pro.
should get him to give a lecture.
.
not that i'm saying i'm good or something..
maybe just like most ordinary guys i think..
but the way he proclaiming his rule of thumb was like.
dot dot dot.
yea.

was quite fun later..
used the table as a huge ruler..
ocd-ed.
sorry. i just wanted it to be nice =P

yea.
poor michael.
i pitied him..
chicken poxes then chicken poxes lor..
i should be getting it sometime..
better earlier than later..
like during promos..
nononono.
don't ever come this year.
2 years from now then come.. ^^
XD

yea.
then was the proper lesson itself.
shall not say much..
other than the creation of the backstage at the back..
other than the weird effects of the twins..
other than playing with the still name-less dog..
other than laughing at louis mistaking cassie as a confirmant..
other than singing horribly for the pope's songs..
other than the awkward arguing of the pope skit thingy..
other than the packing up..
yea.
basically sums up most things that happened.

yea.
then 136-ed home..
i'm serious ok..
i really really really really really really really really really really really got thought of it before..
just that really didn't have chance..
heh.
i want to do that more often!

yea.
then went home..
reached at around 1110..
was ok.
my mum's wasn't home so i didn't get into trouble..
not that my sister cared..
busy playing my psp..
then watched abit tv..
bathed..
watched somemore tv..
ate a bowlfull of icecream..
like.
midnight snack.
super shiok ^^

then sleep.
that's basically it for saturday.
awesome man..

yea.
today.
reached church at like 815..
supposed to meet the twins..
no idea where they were..
call no reply..
so i guess they were in church already..

waited for becca until 830..
was like wondering if i should sms and ask where she was..
if she's inside already probably can't reply..
i think.
yea.
then.
i thought.
maybe roy came..
then dragged her in..
asked alvin..
he say never see..

so.
yea.
assumed so.
starting already..
so just went up..

stopped at the fire extinguisher there at first storey to try and spot roy..
couldn't.
so.
yea.

found marianne and her friend..
sat with them..
joined by nicholas munchkin later..
then becca, ce and agnes came..
chey.

yea.
was quite sleepy..
so conveniently rested my eyes.
heh.

was abit stone by the time mass ended.
went up with the twins to get the projector..
and saw samuel on the way.
quite cute mann..
'where's your class? you know how to go?'
*smiles and walks quickly*
heh.

yea.
then cat class.
interesting.
something about satanism..
yea.

then walked to heartland mall..
and something weird happened..

i cross that the trafficlight to go the the petrol station there..
this weird guy in stained white top and jeans crossed in the opposite direction..
then yea.
means we changed sides of the road to walk in the same direction..

then reached kfc to meet them..
went to do concession..
walked to kovan mrt control station there..
did the concession pass thingy then walked back.

guess what.
this same guy came down from heartland mall side while i was going back up.
*exchanges weird look*

yea.
funny thing was.
we were walking in the opposite direction of the original sides of the road we were once from..
haha..

then kfc.
heh.
i bought chicky meal!
haha..
i think the next counter people were quite amused..

then eat.
fun.
fun.
and fun.

quite up to popular..
lame.
fun.
and funny..

then went to precious thoughts..
what the freak mann..
it was an accident!!
i didn't mean to pull the bear down.
which caused a chain reaction to cause the other 2 bears to fall..
from the top shelf.
i cannot reach la..
my arms long but i'm not monkey ok..
yea..
after the shop attendant came we all quickly escaped..
oops.
XD

yea.
went home soon..
then study..

relatively productive..
quite happy.

yea.
nice week.
keep it going.

welcome the world youth day people back!
we miss you!
XD

let's go welcome them in changi airport..

i think they're in the midst of flying back now..
yay!

back to studying.
gambatte!
jia you!
study study hard too!
:)

BYE!~

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yooo. lazy lazy. shall blog only todae :D... woke up this morning. played around 1 hr of sf :x... den go sch to meet nick at 9.kenneth sms me that he was going to NP. so i went to find him chit chat awhile.

den me and nick do proj until around 11 plus. den decided to go play pool :D... play half way joanne come and find us. den play play play until around 1 liddat. den go marina square wif the 2 of dem. on the way there, joanne found out my habit of playin hair LOL. but she also la dey. :l

reached there, den nick force me to eat changing appi... (dunno how to spell) dun giggle. HUSH. STOP !. basket. aniwae, i eat half way feel like sleeping lol. so was like lying down on the sofa xD... so comfortable. den went arcade play MMT3. after that at 3:30 den we realise we are watching movie at PS. LOL. so took bus tgt wif 2 of dem plus vanessa. to meet jeremy and gang. reached there around 4.

den heard that jeremy nvr took tickets den kena release lol. so nvm lo. we went to nick hse do sight see-ing AHAHA. lol. was quite fun. we watched school of rock. o.o... den we went dinner upstairs. his roof garden. took some pics den it started to rain lol.

den nick took the chicken and accidentally spill the sauce. den followed by a defeaning " MUMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMIEEEEEEE" LOL. den we ate below. felt so bad la. imposing on his parents lol. den eat finish still got durian xD...

finish le den we continued take pics. zzz. i tink todae take pics like 30? -_-... wth lol.that joanne wore a dress. den she felt dam difficult to take pic LOL. NOTHIN TO SEE LA~ XD. den finish takin go home :D:D... thats all LOL.

kk cya!

tata~ UnknownDestiny

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Tuesday, July 15, 2008

had dance during pe..
was fun.
excluding the fact that my class was right beside 1t13. -.-
i refused to move to the front for that.
'cos i was actually quite enthu about this dancing thingy..
just dance for fun lor.
then mr foo got my class to be beside t13 then i.
what the freak. what the freak. what the freak.
then i was like hopping around.
trying to get chris and louis to stay behide with me.

was still ushered to the front though.
.

lucky she was the front front front for her class..
i was around the back of the half there.
so yea.
still managed to enjoy myself..

haha.
super fun.
kenneth ong acting as the girl and continuously complaining why he needs to keep shaking his butt..
shu feng getting into fits of laughter..
lynette trying to move to the dance steps in like a lag time of 1-2seconds..
calista going what now? i forgot. oh my god.
chris going this is so lame.
iffah going ahh! i don't want to dance!

then mr new danced.
like.
on my left to the front abit..
then i jumped behind him and started to point at him with both hands to signal to my classmates to see..
haha..
funny..
the way he flick his leg up super weird..

yea..
then.
ok la.
when i shake my shoulders mr new say i very pro.
.

yea.
then the spinning around part.
i spin with calista..
then i saw collision in front in t13..
then.
someone on the floor.

she somehow got banged down to the floor.
then.
like.
don't know whether on purpose one.
she just sit down on the floor.
then like.
people will obvi0usly think you injured or something.
then everyone in her class crowd over la..
very fun hor.
get so much attention.
-.-

yea.
after she basked in the attention for about 30secs she stood up again.
.

yea.

on to something else..
about my classmates..

they.
are.
weird.
and.
strange.

very.
very.
strange.
people.

.
hopefully they don't read this..

yea.
they keep claiming i look damn cute.. especially without my specs on.
especially one particular person.

BYE!~

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crreaaaakkk..
snapping under stress.
cracking under pressure.

i'm killing myself inside.

fell too far in.. too far deep to save myself anymore.

going nuts.
i need you.
=(

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Monday, July 14, 2008

have we hit the limit already?
only obstacle left is probably impenetrable, undefeatable, un-overcome-able...

.

stuck.
stress.
sick.
stupid.
silly.
sick.

did i mention stupid and sick?

yea.
stupid.
sick.

i really really want to.. too bad i can't be the one making these decisions.
:(

unless we can miraculously find a way out of this.

BYE!~

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Sunday, July 13, 2008

The Click Five - Empty

Tried to take a picture
Of love
Didn't think I'd miss her
That much
I wanna fill this new frame
But it's empty

Tried to write a letter
In ink
It's been getting better
I think
I got a piece of paper
But it's empty
It's empty

Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We're empty

And I even wonder
If we
Should be getting under
These sheets
We could lie in this bed
But it's empty
It's empty

Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We're empty

Oh oh
Oh oh
Oooooh
Oh oh
Oh oh

Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We're empty
(Maybe we're trying)
(Trying too hard)
(Maybe we're torn apart)

We're empty
(Maybe the timing)
(Is beating our hearts)
We're empty

man. rather meaningful words..

The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus - Your Guardian Angle

When I see your smile,
Tears run down on my face.
I can't replace.
And now that I'm stronger,
I have figured out,
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul.
And I know I'll find deep inside me,
I can be the one.

I will never let you fall. (let you fall.)
I'll stand up with you forever.
I'll be there for you through it all. (through it all.)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven.

It's okay,
It's okay,
It's okay-ay-ay-ay-ay.

Seasons are changing,
And waves are crashing,
And stars are falling all for us.
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter,
I can show you,
I'll be the one.

I will never let you fall, (let you fall)
I'll stand up with you forever.
I'll be there for you through it all, (through it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven.

'Cause you're my, you're my, my-e-y-e-y,
My true love,
My whole heart.
Please don't throw that away,
'Cause I'm here... for you!
Please don't walk away and,
Please tell me you'll stay... here!

Whoa-oh!
Stay!
Whoa-oh!

Use me as you will!
Pull my strings just for a thrill!
And I know I'll be okay,
Though my skies are turning gray! (gray! gray!)

I will never let you fall!
I'll stand up with you forever!
I'll be there for you through it all,
Even if saving you sends me to heaven!

I will never let you fall!
I'll stand up with you forever!
I'll be there for you through it all,
Even if saving you sends me to heaven!

Another song that has meaningful lyrics to me..

still got a few more..
shan't post anymore..

go find out what songs mean what to you..
have fun.

i feel rather insecure

BYE!~

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hello dear readers. its me again. penguin :D... something juz happened to me so iw anna blog about it. remember that incident on cockroach running up my leg? this time its a lizard on my shirt lol.

was helpin my father fix some shoe rack thing. den must carry the old shoe rack upstairs. den this lizard go jump on my shirt lol. abit stunned but yea. den i take newspaper chase it out xP... thats about it lol

blog abt it juz incase i 4got LOL

cya! UnknownDestiny

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Saturday, July 12, 2008

YO! shall blog wat happened on fri onwards :D... fri. reached sch at 9plus. den finish at 11:15. stone wif nick + kai at block 52. to wait for sarah and crystal while kai waits for sabrina.

den 12 came. me + nick + sarah + crystal + 1 guy went to take mrt. that guy left at queenstown station. DID I MENTION WHERE WE GOING? CHANGI AIR PORT! WTH LOL. ngee ann to changi airport. the best part is. I HAV TO RETURN BACK TO SCh. SMART RIGHT!?

we went there to eat. BECUZ SOME GENIUS (crystal ) wanted to eat popeye's chicken. zzz lame. zzz. eat half way some random person come and find sarah. blur sia lol. turn out was her ex bf's fren who wanted to call her to meet him awhile. den they were like arguing.

after that sarah left wif that guy. :l ... me nick and crystal stoned at t3 for awhile. took sky train to t1. den to t2. LOL. so bored . uh. den me and nick left caz crystal meeting her aunt for dinner.

on the mrt bak. kenneth called me. OIE WHAT I KAY PO SIA. den chatted awhile. den when i reached clementi mrt , i got down. and i got lost LOL. dunno wihch bus stop to take. went wrong one den went another one xD. finally reached ngee ann.

stayed at canteen one while waiting for ner. was wif ying ting, weiling and 1 more gal i 4got her name :x... waited for ner until around 6:20 den she ask me go 1st. den i decided to go find odn instead caz he told me he still doin project.

went there saw don, joseph, ner, jolin and shuting. lol. den hang around wif dem. LOL. jolin was so free that she was introducing me some equipments and showing her project to me LOL. we were in a room together ALONE :D:D... EHEHE LOL. wonder what we do right? :P. but it was said above. no fun le :(. EHEHE. den ner finish but don and shuting haben. so ner wanted to go eat 1st.

naturally, joseph will folo aha. so i decided to pang seh don and folo them. xD... protect ner LOL. den was walkin down half way towards the bus stop. i was behind ner and joseph was BESIDE ner. duh? LOL. i got an sms -.-

guess who was it from lol. ner lol.

reached the bbq wif ner and jo. xD. was kinda sian lol. caz dunno how to take the food. ok quick summary of the bbq. lol. i drank 1 cap half of pure whisky . OMG LOL. felt so weird. zz. can't drink la happy? i gd boi cannot ar.

many people got thrown in the pool. but while that was happening, i was talkin to edna and ner. whatever said was confidential MUAHAHA.

den cabbed wif ner :D. when ner got down 1st, the uncle told me shes a veri sweet gal o.o.. i was like yea and shes my partner! LOL. den when i got down that time. the uncle said i was a veri good young man LOL. and he tinks me and ner match LOL. ahaha cool right? XD

den reached home and bath. den the moment i login msn. a convo from joseph appeared zz. i promised him to keep one part of the convo a secrect xD. the other part was him swearing lol.

caz he told me not to tell ner that the convo happened but i alrdy sms her le LOL. so too late lo. and i sent her that nvm i cannot say. but jo dun believe and wan to noe word for word wat was sent lol. it was "er. nvm lol. i promise him nt to sae xD. aw. take care kitty! T.T"

HE TOT I REFER NER AS KITTY LOL. he was like swearing like mad. xD. but i told him if he keep swearing infront of me. he will never see me online on msn lol. den he went offline -_-...

well thats what happened on fri.

sat morning. woke up. watched doraemon. den stoned at msn lol. found out ner was going the lib alone. so i pei her go lo xD... ate lunch or rather see her eat lunch at the foodcourt lol. chatted so much that she ate so slow :x... HEHEHE LOL. I FOUND OUT SOMETHING. IF GOT CAMP MUST BRING NER ALONG. she everything also will bring lol. she bought a kettle overseas!!! O_O!!!

den we went to buy bubble tea den go lib lol. in lib like 2 idiots liddat. walk here and there tryin to find dance sport things. den finally found lol. we sat there chit chat like 2 hrs. but she got her reference ok! we veri guai de :P. lol.

den after that borrow the books finish den i went to take bus while she go window shopping lol. i reached home realise my father is at home. heng he nvr say anithin LOL.

den my fam went to watch this magician play. regret sia LOL. wasted 3 hrs of my life! LOL. but ok la. some tricks were nice.

ok thats for sat. now its sunday 12:15am.

thats all! TATA~

UnknownDestiny

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Haha... Ahlo people...

Today (or shld I say yesterday) is a very interesting day... Becoz got some special things happen...

Very first thing to blog about is about today's morning ODAC run. Maurice was day leader.. Had to report before 6.45am to warm-up. Slept at 2am before the run so mentally and physically tired already (Scared I really fall ill because effects are accumulative.) but STILL Managed to reach on time becoz' I chiong everything I do after I woke up when I thought I would be late and I ran for the damn MRT and bus. Hate the bloody irregular timing sia... My late cases are always because of that and not oversleeping...

Everybody (I mean the guys and comp. team "girls") run the 18 lvl -1 laps around CJC track again in less than 30min again lah. So we started at approx 7.02am

Lost track of the no. of laps I ran halfway though because very tired. But quite happy that I manage to sustain (if I'm right) for at least 12 rounds again (minimum) and that we actually ran faster than 1min40sec per round. Like halfway through got exceed timing by 20seconds, however after that lap I guess I started to deteriorate like madd. Feel really bad not being able to catch up with the other ODAC guys.. Have to do a lot more extras... My shoelace also got badly mingled because both came off after 2 - 3 laps through the run and I kept trodding on them. Didnt want to stop and tie because like that not considered good run anymore. Stupid but I still didnt stop anyway. My shoes and socks looked like I was bleeding badly after the run. Lawlz..

Then, after running and wheezing and recovering after finish, we all check watch... 7.35am alr. Assembly starting VERY soon. Still haven't changed to uniform yet... Jean still got 2 more rounds. J2s very smart.. They see the time, quickly and QUIETLY sneak away for assembly. After everyone complete their rounds, Mr Lim came to us to debrief short-short.

He was saying something like,

"Ah! Very good that everyone finish running already. But... I will report all of you as LATE!"

Everybody all stunned. Some a bit disappointed, but after a while we all were like "Never mind! All just report late lah. ODAC all stay together!" Morale like became high lah... Quickly went up the sheltered Grandstand, grab bags and went behind e stairs to change. Then after that, all make our way back to e sheltered grandstand and sing national anthem and pledge.

Then we all make our way to the latecomers' area. Because it rained in the morning, the floor was still wet and all and the message abt whether got assembly by P.E. teachers all confused. The REAL latecomers' did not get marked as late because IZ Lim said many ppl manage to escape becoz of the confusion. So they return the EZ Link cards to them.

Mr. Lim then ask if any P.E. teacher told us to report to latecomers' area. Naturally, the answer was a "NO!" Then Mr. Lim was a bit glad we all got integrity to go automatically to latecomers' area without trying to run away from punishment / responsibility.

Then Mr. Sun (is that how you spell his name?) say

"Wah! So many latecomers in the front 2 - 3 rows. Why ah?"

Mr Lim was like

"They came early lah. Just that they finish running and is late lah. All these people from my CCA one."

Mr Sun then ask

"What CCA is it?"

We all chorused out damn happily

"OOOOODAC!!!" (got resonance one...) d(^^)b

Mr IZ Lim say, "These people stupid lor. Come early early at 6.45am only to be marked as late lah." =P

Then Mr. IZ Lim settle the administrative matters abt latecomers' like collar-pin then ask Maurice to collect all our EZ Link cards for him to scan as late. Lol, late twice this term already. But this one I seriously dont mind. After all the morning assembly announcements end then he debrief shortly then dismiss us to class.

On the day itself, J2s and Mr IZ Lim both mentioned, "Your all are stupid! Assembly starting should stop running and quickly change."

That would have been very logical. But personally I feel that ending what you've worked so hard for would be a waste lor. Some may dont agree with me about this lah, because can always run again later during training in the afternoon.

Still, it's quite an experience today lah for ODAC because everybody didnt get hampered or take things negatively. Quite the contrary, I think this improve our batch as a whole and train our integrity lah. About sticking together through everything we do and not to break because of "small" matters like these. =)

Maurice feels somewhat this way but he doesn't want this mistake to repeat again in the future and Jean apologize in a sense for making us "late". Chang Yong also felt it was partially her fault for not stopping Jean then during morn. run. (Maurice's and Jean's msg. was on the ODAC board during recess.) Dun take it too hard everyone! It's not 1 person's fault only.. We all have to share our burdens together. So stay positive alright?

Did our afternoon arm endurance and GST log training again abt 3.45pm. Training started later because Mr. Lim want us to self-study. Sian, my shoelace finally gave way and "schwack" into 2 after GSTs. Need to buy replacement. T_T

Finish already abt late 4+pm then Mr. Lim teach us the last lesson for Knowledge Lvl 2 Mountains component.

Then celebrate Mr. Lim's B-day around 6pm. Very funny.. J2s blindfold him and made him wear a plycard which read

"Happy Birthday to me. =) I turn 39" (if I remember the first few words correctly. Go see the photos and videos taken and to be uploaded soon by Michelle and J2s. Thanks!) Damn hilarious lar..

Then also paste the June XP photo of Mr Lim "holding an umbrella giving a funny look" on his cap. Balloons also tied to his wrist. Then we all sing Happy Birthday to him when J2s take out blindfold.

"Happy birthday to you... Happy birthday Mr Lim, ... Happy birthday to you!"

Then...

"Zu ni shen ri quai le! ... " (Chinese)

Then J2s thought we finish, then...

"Selamat Hari Jadi! ..." (Malay)

...still got...

"Otanjyobi omedeto! ..." (Japanese)

then...

"Gong joc lei fook sao... .... ... Gong hei lei! Gong hei lei!" (Cantonese)

J2 Jerome's face was like... "What the heck?" (o_O) Lol.. all e J2s also.

Immediately after that, all the Batch XI guys shout

"TAUPOK MR LIM!!!!"

Lol... saw the shock registered on his face. Chong Kai from behind run all the way to the front first and was about to pounce on Mr Lim when...

suddenly stop in front of him...

"Nah! Mr. Lim... Taupok." *Offer a bag of taupok (literally) that he hide behind himself for Mr Lim.*

LoL! Mr Lim was like... "... *regaining composure in abt 1/2 second* ... OK... thank you very much." Think he was quite relieved... Gotcha! XD

Then Donana took out the B-Day cake she baked for Mr. Lim. She's a really good cook & baker. (BIG asset to ODAC Batch XI! Lawlz) =) Give Mr. Lim 2 small cactus as a present + a giraffe b-day card with all our msg.s on it. Then cut cake and everybody take 1 piece. Makan makan, chit-chat, happy-happy joke-a-lot then we headed to J2 Joel's class for J2s' version of celebrating IZ Lim's B-Day.

J2s bought dozens of Munchy Doughnuts from M'sia that time and made the chinese characters 39. They celebrate then each J2 take 1 doughnut from e floor and makan. Mr Lim also ate. Extras then give to us because they cant "finish". Then all take photos with Mr Lim as each batch then ended the celebrations at around 7+pm.

Overall also got do so many tau-poks. Maris Stella style.. not CJC kind... (CJC 1 lousy.. =P) Taupok Yan Ru like 3 times? Maurice (for being day leader) and Wei Jie (for "peeping" at Olivia while she changing at back of MPH. LoL) Taupok party all tio owned by themselves. Hehz.. All the guys join in the Taupok party lah. Become like Taupok regulars already...

Then had ODAC dinner (the usual Fork and Spoon at Toa Payoh every week), continue to socialize for a few more hours then all go home lah.

Had a lot of fun lar.. Today got quite a lot of meaningful things happen. Glad I'm in ODAC. But I'll still buck up and improve myself to keep CJ ODAC reputation high. I also want to apologize for my flaw in June XP about backpack because it affected me (as day leader) when I was suppose to be at supposed places but I didn't report to give enough help with my group. I'll shoot myself for this because I myself REALLY DESERVE to GET SHOT FOR THIS! June XP people will understand.. Once again, sorry... I'll improve on that aspect. Any other things you not satisfied with about me also tell me ok? Although will sure be a bit upset but I'll do my best to improve on those areas too!

End off here tonight. Or should I say today? XD

NIGHTZ!!!~~

.:Jeong Su:.

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